Category: personal

Stuff about me (Bernard HP Gilroy), instead of or in addition to stuff about education.

  • Week of 2025-0608

    Sunday 2025 June 8

    Monday 2025 June 9

    Tuesday 2025 June 10

    Thursday 2025 June 12

    Friday 2025 June 13

  • BLG’s Top Reads of 2022

    Here’s a look back at the best I read during 2022.  These are roughly listed best, first; but the quality was generally so high as to make fine distinctions specious.  Some comments on each follows the lists.  I’ll be fleshing those out over the next few days so visit to see updates, if you like.

    Also, I have to give a shout-out to my wonderful wife, who bought me most of these books last Christmas and keep me happily swamped in reading material for most of the year.

    Fiction

    Non-fiction

    • How to Hide an Empire: A History of the Greater United States by Daniel Immerwahr
    • Destiny Disrupted: A History of the World Through Islamic Eyes by Mir Tamim Ansary
    • Money: The True Story of a Made-up Thing by Jacob Goldstein
    • Shady Characters: The Secret Life of Punctuation, Symbols, and Other Typographical Marks by Keith Houston 
    • The Wordhord: Daily Life in Old English by Hana Videen
    • Immune: A Journey into the Mysterious System That Keeps You Alive by Philipp Dettmer
    • Hitler’s American Gamble: Pearl Harbor and Germany’s March to Global War by Brendan Simms and Charlie Laderman
    • Papyrus: The Invention of Books in the Ancient World by Irene Vallejo
    • Who Killed Jane Stanford?: A Gilded Age Tale of Murder, Deceit, Spirits and the Birth of a University by Richard White
    • The Alchemists: Three Central Bankers and a World on Fire by Neil Irwin
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  • FB Recap: Privilege in Back to the Future

    Growing up gives you a perspective that can ruin all the good things of your childhood. I’m going to comment on Back to the Future here, so if that’s an integral pillar of /your/ childhood, you might want to skip.
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  • Books 2020

    Evermore

    Paris at the End of the World

    Godsgrave

    Mythos

    Darksdawn

    Working Futures

    Bridge of Spies

    Redemption Falls

    The Secret Lives of the US Presidents

    This is How You Lose the Time War

    Cities: The First 6000 Years

    World War Z

    Middlegame

    A Brightness Long Ago (re-read)

    The Consuming Fire (re-read)

    The Last Emperox

    Star Wars: Darth Vader Vol 1: Vader (graphic novel)

    The Diamond Age (re-read)

    Murderbot 1: All Systems Read

    Murderbot 2: Artificial Condition

    A Memory Called Empire

    The Invisible Hook

    Target: Vader (graphic novel)

    Renaissance Diplomacy

    Binti

    Sixteen Ways to Defend a Walled City

  • Jauf, human fighter

    Jauf, human fighter

    Just Another Uninteresting Fighter

    I’m steadily making spare characters for D&D 5e, partly to help me gain insight into game mechanics while I work on my Musketeers-inspired campaign, but mostly because it’s a fun exercise. I don’t usually do fighters so I thought it was time to give it a try. I’l say this: D&D 5e has finally done a good job making fighters into more than just dumb muscle.

    Here’s his Level 3 character sheet.


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  • Jeribon

    Jeribon

    Update 2019 May 8: Here’s Jeribon’s 3rd-level character sheet.


    I’m getting back into D&D, hopefully, and I’m starting with Jeribon, a gnomish rogue. In the best traditions of the Internet, I’ve just stolen this image (from http://wow.blizzgame.ru/gallery/hazlow-mudshuggle-by-matt-cavotta/ ) until I can figure out one for myself.

    Backstory

    Jeribon was a young gnome at the time of the Sundering (ten or so years old).  His earliest memories are of escaping the chaos and destruction by fleeing westward.  He has vague, nostalgia-tinted memories of bona fide gnomish communities, rather than the scattered and diffuse enclaves that exist now.  A lot of his memories are sepia and warm and, he knows, probably idealized.

    Jeribon was the youngest of three children.  The middle child Amya (aged 35, or “teenaged” for gnomes) did not survive the passage to the west; her absence is a chasm between Jeribon and his oldest sibling, and was a millstone for his parents while they lived.  The eldest, Bero, had just attained gnomish adulthood (40 years) and had been about to embark on his own independent life when the Sundering hit.  Jeribon’s parents were middle-aged (about 150) at the time.

    After some time wandering as tinkers through the west, Jeribon’s family ended up in Ironkeep, joining the small gnomish enclave there and offering their tinkering and inventing skills to the diverse population.  Jeribon’s mother eventually secured a place with a minor noble and the family settled on the noble’s land a short distance from Ironkeep.  On reaching maturity (40 years or so old), Jeribon undertook the usual gnomish rumspinga, flitting from enclave to enclave to learn gnomish culture in the diaspora.  During this time he picked up his scar and lost his earlobe, but he doesn’t talk about it.

    A couple of years later he returned to the noble’s estate and settled in as part-time tinker and part-time archivist.  He and the noble shared a minor obsession with the written or printed word, and both enjoyed amassing a store of “wisdom” both obscure and trivial.  Bero, feeling constrained, eventually went off on adventures and he lost track of him.  Both Jeribon’s parents passed away a half-century or so after the Sundering – somewhat sooner than the usual gnomish lifespan.  Though they had found peace and a semblance of joy in the diaspora, the loss of the gnomish homelands had diminished their spirits and they simply didn’t hold onto life with as much gusto.

    Jeribon remained at the estate through several more generations.  He spent most of his time squirreled away in the family’s library (ever-increasing, if at a slow rate), serving as archivist, librarian, and sometimes-tutor.  Quick to dispense what knowledge he has (whether you asked for it or not), Jeribon was generally regarded more with amusement than respect, but since his role as tutor was informal and backed by no actual power, he was remembered fondly by the various scions of the noble family.

    Alas for them, the family fortune declined with time.  Almost imperceptibly, the noble line found itself shunted aside as the Iron Confederacy stabilized, recovered, and expanded.  Their rough-hewn ideals fit less naturally into a maturing polity.  Eventually, the line dwindled to a single female heir.  When her parents died, she was foisted off on a fosterage and the lands confiscated by ruthless, but entirely legal, means.  Jeribon found himself on the streets.  He had enough means to live comfortably, but his beloved library (which, after all, wasn’t actually his) was broken up and sold piecemeal.

    Unimpressed by the niceties of the legalistic maneuvering, Jeribon made off with his two favorite volumes – one, a history of the kingdoms before the Sundering and the other, a compilation of swashbuckling fairy tales.  Although he probably could have found a comfortable similar posting, he found himself repelled by the thought of settling back into a nice conventional life.  He’s seen the powerful make the rules to their favor and break them without a moment’s hesitation, and he’s decided he’s going to be a free agent from now on.  And if along the way, he can liberate some of the ill-gotten gain from the powerful and shameless, that’s all to the better.

  • Movies 2019

    Movies 2019

    • Aquaman (12/27/2018)
    • Bumblebee (1/3/2019)
    • Teen Titans Go! To The Movies (2/16/2019, Google Play)
    • Captain America: The First Avenger (3/15/2019, rewatch, amazon rental)
    • Captain America: The Winter Soldier (3/16/2019, rewatch, amazon rental)
    • Captain America: Civil War (3/17/2019, rewatch, amazon)
    • Spider-man: Into the Spider-verse (3/20/2019, amazon rental)
    • Captain Marvel (3/21/2019, AMC Southroads)
    • Little (4/22/2019, B&B Starworld)
    • Avengers Endgame (4/29/3019, B&B Starworld)
    • SHAZAM! (5/17/2019, B&B Starworld)
    • Men in Black International (6/23/2019, B&B Starworld)
    • Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker (12/28/2019, B&B Starworld)
  • Books 2019

    Books 2019

    A Song for Arbonne by Guy Gavriel Kay

    This was a re-read for me, as it just became available on Kindle.  It in fact wrapped up my complete re-read of Kay’s fiction, which I mostly handled in 2018.


    Grant by Ron Chernow

    After reading the award-winning (and musical-inspiring) Hamilton by Chernow, I was moved to pick this one up — especially after a positive review by the Grant-fanatic in my life.  I’ve only read through the start of his presidency, but Chernow delivers the same unaffected but impactful style and brings his subject to life.  Incidentally, there are a lot of books about the Civil War; they often neglect the western campaigns. This book covers the War, of course but its subject requires Chernow to pay attention to that part.


    The Prophecy Con by Patrick Weekes

    Book 2 of the Rogues Of The Republic, a follow-up to The Palace Job

    The Paladin Caper by Patrick Weekes

    Book 3 of the Rogues of the Republic.

    Taken together, these three books are a decent if low-impact fantasy series. Intentionally or not, they have a real Leverage vibe (especially the third one), although they’re not quite as polished as John Roger’s classic TV show. Con jobs in fantasy settings are becoming more common (The Lies of Loch Lamora, the Mistborn series) but they all seem to veer into straight up combat at some point. Weekes does a decent job moving the plot along and the (huge) team of players is well-constructed, with everyone getting sharply-drawn personalities.


    The Three Body Problem by Cixin Liu

    The Three Musketeers by Alexander Dumas pere

    Solaris Rising Vol. 2 anthology

    Tales of the Dying Earth by Jack Vance

    A People’s Future of the United States anthology

    Ancillary Justice by Anne Leckie

    A Brightness Long Ago by Guy Gavriel Kay

    Raymond Chandler’s Phillip Marlowe ed. by Robert B. Parker

    The Paper Menagerie and Other Stories by Ken Liu

    Thrawn by Timothy Zahn

    The Raven Tower by Anne Leckie

    Exhalation: Stories by Ted Chiang

    John Quincy Adams: Militant Spirit by James Traub

    An excellent biography of the 6th President, whose term in the Oval Office was in fact one of his lesser accomplishments in the fields of diplomacy and public service.

    James Madison

    The Clockwork Dynasty

    Neverwhere

    The Collapsing Empire

    The Consuming Fire

    A Wizard of Earth-Sea

    Fall, or Dodge in Hell

    The Collected Works of Arthur C. Clarke

    The Map of Knowledge

    Nevernight

    Everless

    The Fifth Season

  • America is a Choice

    It’s been two years since I woke up to a country I didn’t recognize, and I’ve spent a lot of time wrestling with what that means.  I suspect that won’t be ending any time soon.

    Over the course of this administration, my social media feeds have been peppered with reactions to outrages that were virtually unimaginable (in my bubble) before — an accelerating dash toward authoritarian or even dystopian policies and attitudes: Endorsing political violence.  Calling for imprisonment without trial or even evidence.  Designating a free press “the enemy of the people”.  Caging children.  

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